If you follow my post you know that the whole reason I started this blog was to have a space to write my thoughts down as at the time I was having trouble with a bit of depression and anxiety. Thankfully though I have managed to get back on track and no longer class my self as depressed, but the anxiety thing does like to rear his head every once in a while.
The past few weeks though I have found that the anxiety hits me at stupid times and it kinda scares me because I thought I was back on the tracks and that I was ok now. I just feel like ‘Great here it comes creeping again!! Welcome back’. But then someone did point out that a lot of things are changing at the moment though so maybe that’s why? I’ve got a job teaching dance which I’m so happy about and I want to do really good at it so I know I am trying hard at that. But then I am also changing bar jobs to work around the dancing so that probably adds to it as well. Like things are good I shouldn’t be feeling anxious.
I just keep getting worried. Sat down typing this I just feel a bit stupid because I’m basically just answering my own questions as I know that everyone gets worried about things. It’s just once my head starts thinking one thing it doesn’t stop and I have either blown the situation out of proportion or create a non existing issue. And then I get a bit crazy about the situation! its a vicious circle really. I know its just not me it happens to everyone but I have been doing it a lot recently. Maybe it’s just one of those things? Because I know its just not me!
Sorry just felt like I had to have a little blurt out of thoughts!
Thanks for reading.
Little Mayfly x