Seeing as though I was dreading my return to university I have truely suprised myself at how well this term has gone. I’m completely shattered and could do with sleeping for a about a week! But ok so it hasn’t all be plain sailing this term as there have been times where I wanted to throw the towel in or I’ve thought I couldn’t do it. But I’ve made it through and on the hole it’s been positive, seeing as though a few months ago I didn’t even think I could go back.
Last week I was involved in a performance at uni which I was a bit stressed out about. I knew this because my Asthma started playing up. I think it’s the fact that loads of people from my year group and all of the tutors were watching which adds a lot of pressure because nobody likes being judged! I hate thinking that people are judging and talking about me in a bad way. But I guess everyone worries about that? I went and had a relaxing bath before hand which helped me chill out. But I received such amazing comments and feedback from a range of peers and tutors that It proved to me that I can do things. And that I am good at what I do. It has given me a lot of confidence in myself.
(I am the second from the left and then the second mirror from the right)
Thanks for reading.
Little Mayfly x